Saturday, 8 September 2012

OLD POEMS WEEK



LOSERS, BOOZERS, DRUG ADDICTS, LUNATICS,
AND TRASH
Losers, boozers, drug addicts,
lunatics and trash;

in my doorway is where they crash.

The flotsam and jetsam,

our society’s throwaway people  ;

no cash with which to buy,

our solution is for them
to 
shut up and die.

Not all would be pleasant people

even in improved circumstance

because they can’t sing the song

and don’t know the dance.

Some were lost at their conception,

already doomed beyond redemption.

Some have the trick of their mother’s habits

ain’t strange how the unfit

breed like rabbits.

Others come out from behind the mask

of families so called normal

their severe dysfunction revealed at last.

Some seek to change their bleak reality

blissed out on drugs in totality

but now with a life mission made to fit every
thing in their lives flushed

down the toilet,

fully focused on the next hit.

Do I have the time to hear every sad story?
I’m curious and that is a worry.

Does my compassion have a limit;

am I really helping or just treating

gapping wounds with band aids?

Like yelling for someone to “look out
”
when you know the train wreck is inevitable.

At what point

do they cease to be people and become trash

subject to ends mean, anonymous and terrible?

Or are we only voyeuristic witnesses to the crash
,
watching the parade of

losers, boozers, drug addicts, lunatics and trash?
©Copyright January 7, 2006 by John-Ward Leighton



SILENCE OF THE PAGE



what a paradox
you have the silence you wished for
and then become crushingly lonely
for some sound
other than the ringing in your ears
and your own heartbeat
you succumb to the technology
and fire up the computer
and play the electronic stream
as your personal sound track
now the dreams you wanted to put to page
have gone to where ever dreams go to hide
and you’re left with the
silence of the page.

we have been through the doubt
and in the silence of the page
feel little outrage so we let it go
and a poignant nothingness
is all that remains
then a honky tonk piano with wailing alto sax
leads the high stepping funeral parade
oh didn’t he ramble, didn’t he gamble
wasn’t he the last man standing
wasn’t he last one singing and a stepping
wasn’t he the one that used a smile and in part
wrote the just right words
to heal a wounded soul and a broken heart.

welcome to the mid night dance
as we roll the dice and take a chance
and our muse puts on her mask
and we complete our appointed task
and know the foot steps we heard in our delirium
were just the echoes of our past
preparing us at last
beyond the sorrow or the rage
for the
silence of the page.

©Copyright October 11, 2010 by John-Ward Leighton



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